Last wishes

[sweet_dreams]

Not many people in this world are luckey enough to have that last moment to tell everyone goodbye and all the things that they left unsaid. So if you could do so, what would those words be and to who. Here are mine:

MOM: I know that I didn't do all that you wanted for me. And many times I hurt you with the stupid things that I did. Your hurt me a lot too. But I forgive you and I hope you forgive me. And I want you to know that I wouldnt' trade you for anyone. You are the best mom and I am happy I got the chance to be your daughter.

BECKY(sister) I wish that we could have been closser. Despite all our fights and stuff, I do love you. I remember when I was little how you read to me at nights. You never knew how much I loved that.

DEBI(sisiter) I am sorry that we fell apart, but even now I will not say that I was wrong in this. I wish that we could make up...but as it doesn't seem to going to happen, I will hope it will in the next life. Till then, I wish you happiness.

SUSIE (cousin) You have been the best cousin and more like a sister to me then anything and I love you to pieces. Take care of mom and be there for her.

Friends here on the net: Thank you guys. Many of you have become good friends and I am so happy I got to know you. For those that I didn't get to know as well, it was nice getting to meet you all the same. Peace and happiness to you.

JASON: I love you.

[Teej]

Hmmmm.

To my family in general: Sorry for all of the bad things I've done in life. I wish I was closer to all of you. I barely even know my own family which is terrible.

To my friends: Thanks for all the good times we've had. Thanks for being there for me (usually).

To everyone here and everywhere else online: Thanks for helping me with everything. You guys have been there for me even more than my friends that live here. I've learned a lot from everyone one of you.




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[Nemesis]

My grampa said 'Ok.. the fun is over' [/font]

[Teej]

That's what he said before he died??



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[LoTu]

I wouldn't say anything...I often screw up what i say...The only ppl I'd say something 2 are the ppl that i don't have 2 say anything 2: They should know how i feel without me having to say it...

[sweet_dreams]

One thing that I would ask, rather then say, is to make sure my wishes were carried out. I want to be cremated and have my ashes spread across water. My mother is very much against this. And I want to try and explain that I want to be with nature. Not in a dark hole burried forever. I know that many don't believe your soul stays in your body. That it leaves. But even so...I just don't like the idea of locking it up in a shell and burrying it or even putting it in a wall and sealing it up.

[Nemesis]

Teej said:

That's what he said before he died??
Teej

Yep.

[Shadow]

i don't really know what i'd say, but it'd go something like this:
to all the psychotic people of the world, thanks for showing me i'm at least half way normal. to my brother, thanks for always being by my side through everything. to Alexandra, you were one of the only people who actually cared if i lived or died, that means a lot to me. take good care of Eric. to my sister Gwen, i wish we were a lot closer than we were, i hardly know you. to all my friends at paranormal, thanks for reading through all of my excessive ramblings of nothing in particular and helping me out. to anyone that has hated, dispised, loathed me, thanks for the motivation. and the one thing i want everyone to know is, i never meant to be cold-hearted or cruel in any way, i was just being myself.

[Teej]

Dude, Nem that is what I'm gonna say before I die!!! That's cool!




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[sweet_dreams]

Today is a good day to die my friend.
I read as much
in the morning paper.
My horoscope read,
"A change is comming soon-
but don't worry,
because your death
is what makes it!"

Today is a good day to die my friend,
the dream I had last night
predicted it so.
I no sooner closed my eyes
and off to dreams I go-
only this time it did not end
as I had hoped.
Instead of winning millions
I got a deal that was dope.
oh well,
I guess there is not much to say.

Today is a good day to die my friend,
and if what I say isn't true.
May a bolt of lighting
strike me .....

[LoTu]

Itz within darkness do we see the light...

[Freya]

Hmmm.. This is about to get really emotional here!! My last wishes.. I think I'd say..

Dad & mom: No matter what I put you through.. being a brat, getting into trouble.. doing stupid things, you always loved me and were always there. I may not always say it everyday..but I love you.

My sisters & brothers: What can I say? I had the time of my life with you guys.. Sure, I got some stories from it.. from the sad to the embarrasing ones.. I got on your nerves.. and you guys on mine. But when the tough situations came along, we stuck together.. I love you more than just family..but aswell as friends.

To my best friend: Chica, you stuck by me through everything.. You saw me at my worst, at my best, and at my times of being extremely hyper. No matter where you were.. you always found a way to make me laugh, smile or just cheer me up. I owe you soo much that you don't think you deserve. I believe you're my angel. Thank you.

To the one: It took us long..but we're making it.. We have hard times.. but that doesn't matter. There is no doubt.. no second thought about this.. and never will be. Since the first moment.. we knew. I thank god for us every single day of my life. Mi amor es en mi corazon para la eternidad. Which you should know what it means.. heh!

Other friends: You came into my heart.. and never left. No matter what was said or done between us.. we remained friends. I could never ask for better friends. As time passed by, we came closer... and you guys witnessed some of my bad times aswell. Within time, I found my true friends.. which are you guys.. Thanks!

I love you all soo much that you will never understand.

[Teej]

To the one?? Who is the one?



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