Happiness VS Sadness

[CatBreath]

whats the difference really?
that one u enjoy and thought that is good and in the other u dont enjoy?
one like and the other u dont?
whats the difference REALLY?

[GalleksieBunny]

they are both strong emotions...that's a given

but the difference is the thoughts they give people, the ideas that come from feeling a certain way

PLUR

[CatBreath]

heh practical answer
suprising
lol
guess ur right...
but.......
what do u rather be
happy in a not deep way
or deeply deeply sad

[GalleksieBunny]

happy...because no matter how deep an emotion you'd rather not feel it if it makes you think depressing things...

PLUR

[CatBreath]

you'd rather not feel it

im not entirely sure about that...
i think that i would go for deep

[GalleksieBunny]

yes but if the emotion is very deep, if it's sadness it could be borderline if not depression

and that would affect the rest of you r life as well and make you question the good things you enjoy, the people who make life worth living...

the deeper the emotion the more it makes you think and act, and if that what you are feeling isn't good then what you are thinking and doing as a result of it won't be good either...

anywhoz...PLUR and

[CatBreath]

depression isnt deep
its a represntation of sadness is all...
from sadness u can get alota things
one of em is anger another is depression and another is hope....
it all depends on how u look at it..

[GalleksieBunny]

well anger isn't always a good thing to have around and depression sucks(all those who have been there know) so the only remotely goo dthing to spring from sadness is hope...and well if the sadness is deep enough then it's gonna crush hope the first chance it gets

PLUR and KISSIES

[CatBreath]

i dont think so...
u cant have hope without sadness...
sadness doesnt always lead ya to depression or anger

[GalleksieBunny]

that is true....I never said different...and if I did I didn't mean to...(IT'S A TYPO...IT'S ALLLLLLLLLWAYS A TYPO...;D)

anywhoz...I do agree you can't have hope without at some time in your life had experienced sadness...

BUT...if the sadness is TOO deep...THAT's when it leads to depression, anger or violence....

well ya...uh...PLUR

[CatBreath]

heh could be...
im not sure about that though..
any other opinions of other ppl would be quite welcome..

[GalleksieBunny]

it's like if you are in the middle of nowhere and it's REALLY REALLY dark and you are super tired...and can really use some light...

you know the light is out there but it hardly seems worth the work of finding it so you just wait it out...adn eventually it seems that there isn't going to be light so you start thinking that it isn't really anywhere...

I know that's an extreme situation...but how often do you actually see light in pure darkness....?

it's like sadness...take it to the extreme and you start to feel like there isn't a way out...

I've been there...

PLUR

[CatBreath]

been there?
and how didja get out?

[GalleksieBunny]

ya I've been there...several times even...

ans every now and again I go to relapse but then my friends gimme a swift kick in the ass and I don't

and how did I get out? well THAT took a lotta work and a lotta bruises, blood and balck eyes... I was super destructive of everything around me including myself...
I was a druggie, I drank waaaaaaay too much, a slut and a trouble maker...
I got in countless fights and messed around with countless people a lot of whom I didn't even know their names...
I tried to kill myself on several occasions (at least 20) and I never succeeded...well I tired almost everything(except cutting myself...I can't stand the sight of my own blood...if it's someone elses I don't care but I don't like seeing myself bleed and using a gun cuz the only ones I have in my house are like 5 hunting guns that would be too long for me to hold)
after finding all my suicide notes and thinking about how many times a sure fire way of dying didn't work( I even drank myself unconcious, tried drowning, picking a fight with a gang or 2, drank numerous chemicals, tried hanging myself...etc...etc..) I thought that maybe there was a reason that I couldn't die and that maybe I should see what that reason was...

I still continued to do drugs and drink and mess around with people but I didn't do it as much but then I fell in with a better crowd and I don't do drugs, don't drink much and I'm with ONE person...

sadly enough that behaviour got me a bad rep...and a bad past...
6 very mean ex-boyfriends(won't get into that)
20 or more people who want me dead
1 arrestation(was almost about 20 but luckily most of em let me off with a warning without bringing me in...and well I out ran the others...good thing there are lots of trails and dark alleys and stuff here...well that and a close knit bad ass community...we all sucked and would stab each other in the back if we had to but we looked out for each other cuz if one gets arrested...so do about 15 others...)
10 or more people who pick fights with me monthly(used to be almost daily but they slowed down)
and a very bad reputation that I'm trying to fix...

well that's why I'm so hellbent on being original(so I don't fall in with a following crowd again) and on PLUR because that's how I live my life now and I'm never going back to the scum I once was...

so well that's part of my life story in short form and well...that's not even an eigth of everything I could say...but I'll leave it at that...

PLUR and KISSIES

[GalleksieBunny]

oh ya and I burnt all my suicide notes and got rid of all my macabre crap...that way I don't ever hafta worry about seeing it again...

PLUR