Post by Freya on Jul 10, 2002 3:57:24 GMT -5
This was written after a terrible incident.. of tears, words and other things... to those involved...I'm sorry.
Only seen as a child
Accepted of nothing more
Asking for support
Such a foolish thought
I thought I was rid of it
I thought I had control
Proven wrong
The darkness returns
Swallows me up
Pain and memories
Stuff I thought was gone
Hits me right back in the face
Nobody's fault truly
Except for my own
Surpression never helps
Yet I do it anyway
Can't I be more
More than a child?
Can this pain ever leave me?
Can I ever have freedom?
I am really trying
But nothing seems to be helping
Do I walk against this fire alone?
With my lonely nights of crying
It seems to be true
Nothing can be done
I'll only surpress
It's the only thing
That I know how to do
Unless you're here
And we walk against the fire together.
Only seen as a child
Accepted of nothing more
Asking for support
Such a foolish thought
I thought I was rid of it
I thought I had control
Proven wrong
The darkness returns
Swallows me up
Pain and memories
Stuff I thought was gone
Hits me right back in the face
Nobody's fault truly
Except for my own
Surpression never helps
Yet I do it anyway
Can't I be more
More than a child?
Can this pain ever leave me?
Can I ever have freedom?
I am really trying
But nothing seems to be helping
Do I walk against this fire alone?
With my lonely nights of crying
It seems to be true
Nothing can be done
I'll only surpress
It's the only thing
That I know how to do
Unless you're here
And we walk against the fire together.
