Empty inside

[WitchBoy]

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I sit here thinking of you
Looking for inspiration
What to write?
How do I explain!

The greatest pain I feel
Is that I have caused you Pain
That you are unhappy
Breaks my Heart
I try so hard to help
To be Positive

But somehow it always
Comes out wrong
The more I try to help
The worse I seem to make It

The Battle in me
Is tearing me apart
My emotions and
The poisons that I feed them

A constant battle
That drains my will
Dulls the mind
Erodes the soul

I am Hollow
Empty inside

I am so tired , so tired
Yet I cannot sleep
Cannot rest, tormented
By ghosts of things
that are not there

The more I fight it
The stronger it gets
It’s a battle that I can’t win
Because I have no hope.  
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[Freya]

Even though the sun shines here... within that poem, I can feel the dark yet also the love at the same time.