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[CatBreath]

the wrost thing is lying...
to yarself and to others
it just sucks all around

[LoTu]

do i know those 5 ppl....

[GalleksieBunny]

Freya said:

What's the matter.. you can't handle the truth, bunny? ;D

if you had any idea...you have NO idea what I've been through...no one does...I barely know myself...

what I've told was hard and what I can't tell is even harder...if I'm not mistaken I have a price on my head...and I have no idea why...but I know that plenty of people(not just in Timmins)want me gone...dead...

so don't you dare tell me I can't handle the truth...you have no idea what it is and you never will

[LoTu]

sorry bunny.... i like to think i can help, but we all have are own demons to deal with... but you know ill be there.... And remember what i sayed about being alone.... And never ever ever ever forget, WE LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[GalleksieBunny]

don't worry bout it Craig...
I just hate it when people who don't know the full story(which is oh..um..everybody) assume I've it easy...I'm not saying that those people have had it easy but I just don't appreciate assumptions...especially ones involving my past...I could have died...in fact I may have(for a minute or 2)...I dunno how many times I've passed out and been told when I wake up that I'm so lucky to be alive...

it's scary to think that I could be dead right now, only because I didn't see what llife really had to offer...now I don't care if I die, I'm happy...that's why I'm so carefree and not afraid to walk the streets alone late at night almost every night...well that and I can defend myself...I've actually proven that a few times in the past 3 weeks...I guess I'm just one of those people that looks like I should be fought...I try to back out of fights gracefully but it usualy doesn't work...I never throw the first shot, and I always wait til it hurts, til I bleed, til I hit the floor or until I know I'm gonna die unless I fight back...

I think that may be the ONLY thing that can actually piss me off...assumptions...especially those about me not being able to handle the truth...just about every single person I know would have died had they gone through MY truth...it's safe to say the truth doesn't scare me...it makes me stronger...but I can assure to you that the same cannot be said about everyone...

just a lil tip from Gabby(the one who doesn't want to break something right now) try to avoid saying I've had it easy, or saying I can't handle something, not until you know that WHOLE story(which may be never...)

I'm sorry for this...I just hafta get it off my chest or I wil break something, I really hope you guys never hafta see me pissed again...cuz when I get pissed ALL of life's lil frustrations become one huge scary ball...just please avoid what I said above...I just wanted to make sure I don't blow up on anyone else...

PLUR...and I really do mean PLUR ...

[LoTu]

heh... thats our gabby, she's like a mailman (woman); cime rain or strom she is GABBY!.... We luv ya, and thats all that matters.... I've had my bad times myself that i keep hidden, but... you know.... I never was a happy person till now-a-days... And about the whole defending thingy: i hate to fight, to tell you the truth i never got/get in any, if i cant leave or make them leave, its just a good ol' punsh that finishes it all... but lets not talk about sad stuff....lets talk about purple squirrels!

[LoTu]

Myself im not scared of the truth, i'm just affraid of other ppls feelings... i hate gloomy faces... i 'll do anything it takes to see a smile.... i often ask ppl to smile, it freaks some ppl out (cause alot of times its someone i dunno)... I know gabby knows what im saying.... for my a sad person hurts, seeing someone sad makes me try and jump in with a cape to try and save the day, to see a smile... that and im a very touchy kinda guy, i often ask for hugz for no reason... just to have the happy feeling that everything is like sunshine, lollipops and rainbows everywhere type of thing....

[Chaos_Childe]

Bunny I understand that you must have been through a lot.... Your post screams of that pain....

However on reading the post that Nicky gave I don't believe that it is ment as an insult to you. Nor as a dig at your ability to deal with the truths of your life.

I see it is ment as a response to your laughter after she describes herself as angelic. A statement that I agree with fully she is a pure spirit who tries not to hurt anyone and would do anything for anyone.

There are a lot of people on this site that share a similar spirit... yourself included.

That doesn't mean that we don't have our wicked sides ;D

[Freya]

*breathes for a moment* Bunny, if you look VERY CLOSELY.. at to what was said.. you'll realize, you've made a mistake

Posted by: Freya

I'm to angelic for that!!

Posted by: Galleksie Bunny

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.........*breath, breath*...HAHAHAHAHAHA...

Posted by: Freya

What's the matter.. you can't handle the truth, bunny?

It was the truth about me being angelic, as James said..

So before you go to explode on me for something.. I did NOT do.. at all.. Think about it! I didn't deserve you basically yelling at me... infront of everyone here..

People, I'm sorry you had to witness this.. but even I didn't expect this from someone.

[LoTu]

hmmmm.... i think we have all read into this to much, lets just drop it.... and talk about PURPLE SQUIRRELS!

[Freya]

Purple squirrels? where did you ever get an idea like that??

[LoTu]

look att the "creat your own super hero" post!

[Freya]

I did..thanks.

[LoTu]

;D

[GalleksieBunny]

fine...I apologize then...but seeing as I live in a free country I would think I'm allowed to make mistakes...

I'm very defensive of 3 things: my pride(after I've been hurt so many damned times, enough IS enough), my past(which you've all just seenhow defensive I get), and those I hold dear...

I'm sorry I didn't READ it correctly...it's a whole damn lot easier to understand someone when they are actualy speaking then when it's written somewhere mixed within a whole load stuff that other people have written...

actually I had originally thought it was that way but Lotu posted after you before I had the chance to so I took it the same way he did assuming that you had spoken with him...

but now I guess that my assumptions makes me no better then the people I can't stand because I assumed something...so if it makes you feel any better after me "yelling at you", my self esteem is now non-existent(pretty much the equivilent of what it was when I was dating Aaron - for those of you who know the story of my first b/f, you SORT of understand how much of not-so-great stuff I'm feeling right now...)

and for those of you who don't understand...take every bad thing that's ever happened to you and make that pain into a relationship...he did pretty much everything horible to me short of killing me...and of course me being "lucky" ended up having 5 more VERY similar b/fs...

now that you have a very minuscule IDEA of what I've been through you might understand how defensive I got...and well as for those relationships...that isn't even half...

well ya...bye now...

I prolly won't be posting for a while now...I don't think I belong here anymore especially not since my morals have gone to shit...I don't think I belong anywhere anymore...enjoy your lives while you can...you never know when something can make you doubt yourself or your life